BA-LEETED!

I canceled my World of Warcraft account. And today i deleted it off my laptop. Even though I still have like 5 days left to play on my account, I sort of got bored with it. When I first started, i had people to run with. Honey J and I would play all the time at first. They went back to work and I was home. I played a lone. J played a lone. Honey barely played at all once we started to pull away from him. I was going to get to lvl 60 and stop but J bought me to lvl 70 and has expressed interest in paying to have my main character moved over to Honey’s account but i’ll still be playing alone. And i wouldn’t even be able to play with honey when he did play.

J and I got pretty close in the spring. I could talk to him about problems i was having and such. That has all abruptly stopped. I honestly want to explain it better, but i know J occasionally reads this and I don’t want it to sound like I am explaining myself like I want him to read it… does that make sense? Like… i’ll say things sometimes that are directed at Hubby because i know he’ll be reading. I don’t want this to turn out like that. I don’t want anyone (J or Honey) to think that I “only wrote that because J would read it.” And i’m afraid that it will only turn out like that. So… i keep it to me. J and I don’t talk anymore. It is what it is.

The next play is coming up in about 6 weeks. I have tickets and posters and postcards and programs to do. So it’s not like I’ll be doing nothing. And I have Cafe’ Murder going on. So i’ll be okay. And i talk with Connecticut 2 or 3 times a week before he’s gone to bed. And i’ve got a new book to read. It’s pretty funny so far. “I hope they serve beer in Hell” by Tucker Max. The movie is coming out soon. I bet the destroy it like they did to Time Traveler’s Wife. UGH!

Mother-in-law got a job. She might give me an ‘in’ to where she’s at! I’m for it. I’ll work whenever they need me. I just… need to work.

OMG!! Red Wings HOCKEY Starts in about 10 days. We have had plans for about 5 months with W & J to watch game 1 with them and have Chicken Parm for dinner… first 2 games are at 3 PM on Friday and Saturday, Oct 2 and 3. In Sweden. Hooray For HOCKEY! <3 <3 <3

Time to read my book. Thanks to W for getting it on her Kindle for me… i can get her kindle on my ipod touch and read her books.

I just want something to go good for me for about a week. And not spend my days feeling horrible. Maybe the book will keep me company and make me laugh.

TMI Tuesday.

1. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
Taylor Swift. Everyone thinks this girl is the greatest thing next to sliced cheese. I think she’s no better than any other teenage princess who has everything handed to her on a silver platter. She needs to just go the hell away. Seriously! 

2. You seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy crap, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
I’ll put it in my tin box and save it along with the rest of my money. I save it and hide it and one day I will be able to go and do soemthing with it… like buy things for the kids.

3. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
16th Century England. I’d save Anne Boleyn and punch Henry in the Face. Fat bastard.

4. What is your favorite curse word?
Oh no. I want to say Fuck. Yes, Fuck… I love using it because it can SO get the point across.

5. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once. Who is the lucky celebrity of your choice?
Once? No fair! Must have 3 chances. First time is always awkward. Second time is to make it better and 3rd time is to verify. I don’t want to have one time sex with a celeb because what if it sux? But lets say we are guarenteed that it is going to be mindblowing… Then I’m choosing…. Yeah, Jake Gyllenhaal.

Bonus (as in optional):You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What’s it gonna be?
Shit. Um. The ability to suck up the superpowers that everyone else chooses. I’ma be handing out radioactive vegetables to all my friends and family members who’ll eat a vegetable and i’ll tell em all what it’ll do too… just so they will eat it. It’ll be awesome. If i offer you a vegetable, take the damn thing!

Funny story – When i was about 4 years old, i could read some words. I found a bottle of some green  shit and i could read the word “Food” on the lable. So i ate some. It was horribly repulsive. Worst thing i’ve ever had!! I took it to my mom, asked her what would happen if i ate it. To scare me into not trying it, she told me that if i ate it, i’d die. I flipped out! Bawling. Was going to die. I  was certain of it. Took my mom forever to calm me down enough to believe she didn’t mean it.
I’m still alive.

Half Naked!

In My Pajama’s early Friday morning.

A variation of “Half Naked Thursday” but clothed and no longer Thursday. Please forgive me.

Found out today that my friend is preggers!! We were joking about it just a week or so ago – about how she moved away to California (from MI) and her sex life got way better and of course, NOW she’s going to have a baby! I hope that I will be able to go out towards the end of her pregnancy or after she’s had the baby to visit. Her hubby is probably being deployed in February.

Today was hubby’s birthday. Happy Birthday, Hun. *Hug*

Got all addicted to World of  Warcraft. I’ve cancelled my account. Not that I didn’t WANT to play,  mostly that in a few weeks (or sooner) i’m going to be busting my arse working on stuff for the next show and I really don’t have time to sit and play WoW all day. And… I need a job. You hiring?

I spend my days pretty quiet these days. Kids are back to school, Hubby working. Sometimes i get to chat with Connecticut, but not often enough. I know that he’s okay so that’s good. Sent him some porn that he ordered a few weeks ago. And some Teddy Grahams. Doesn’t seem to need anything, so i’m not going to spend anything. I think he has about 9 people sending him stuff. He wanted to Skype this week, but i wasn’t much in the mood to do that. Sorta bummed because it was the only night he had a few hours alone with his roommate at work late. I hope he took care of things himself. Maybe i’ll help next time.

Don’t talk with many others. The guildies from WoW. Saw W for the first time in 10 days today. And her unhusband J. I saw J last week but on his first day off from work but i’m still not so positive he knew i was there.

It’s nice to be home alone again though. For now. I’m sure i’ll get sick of it and crave adult interaction. I get that when Honey comes for lunch at noon, but 30 minutes out of 8 hours. Those 8 hours will slow down considerably once I am no longer WoWing.

Taking time off of the theatre group. Sort of really over it. They totally effed me over. The play before mine had 5 performances. They had roughly 120 people come to those performances. My show had 4 performances. 979 people (unofficially) came to see my show. We barely spent any of our budget. $1600 for costumes and we spent $200. Sets (paint, lumber etc) we spent about $2400 (our budget was $2000) I honestly don’t know the rest of the numbers but they basically told me that my show LOST $4000. LOST?! Epic. FAIL! Oh… you overpaid the music director? You paid a pianist? You paid the volunteer choreographers? Well, there is $850. With all of the EXTRA money we had left over in the budget, Honey was told to go spend $800+ on new tools that we needed… Apparently my AWESOME producer is a damn failure! She told us at the Post-Production meeting that we went over by about $150. Liar! I will never work with her again. It will be A. a Miracle if i work with them again and 2. A miracle if they last another 2 years. No one gives a shit anymore, and I’ve lost mine… So.

I do like theatre though. That’s what sucks. I really like theatre. I love directing and producing and stage managing. But not when everyone else basically sucks. When I do it ALL. I’m doing a show now… seriously it’s 10 pages long. Dinner theatre. I’m a Hippy. Yay! Will be fun AND i get a chicken dinner. Who’s to bitch!?

I’d show you a pic of my tits, but i think you’ve seen em… Sorry. And I have some new ones too… Should I?

I seriously am a boring person. I have nothing to say yet I have everything in the world to say. I fail.

BACK TO SCHOOL TMI TUESDAY!!!!!

1) If you were to only live until the age of 50, how would you live your life differently?
No, I think i’ve lived my life perfectly for if i was to die at age 50. I will see my children grow up and start families of their own. They would be 36, 32 and 28. The only thing i’d be sad about is not seeing my grandchildren grow.

2) Are you settling in your job/career?
As a Stay-At-Home mom, sure. School starts today… (this leaves time for many more pics)

3) Are you settling with your significant other?
No, i am not settling. If i didn’t want to be here, I wouldn’t be. I am very happy with where I am. Regardless of whether or not he wants to believe it. We might hit a few bumps now and again, but i’m along for the ride.

4) How important is your family?
My immediate family I would do anything for. A couple of my sisters (T & E) and my brothers (M…and M) I love dearly. My parents are… something. But i have a couple of sisters (A – who thinks dinosaur bones were put on the earth by the devil who wanted the world to believe that creatures lived on the earth before man so we wouldn’t believe in god and C- who is one of the biggest bitches i’ve ever met. And she has the n ot so attractive (ugly) face to go along with it) And a few brothers (M & C) who won’t help themselves… I love them all… but I’m not going to go out of my way to help them when I can hardly get them to help themselves. It just isn’t worth it.

5) If you caught a neighbor peeping in at you while you were naked or having sex, would you close the blinds? (assuming you live in a city and can see into other buildings).
No one wants to watch me have sex… But i suppose in the offchance that someone feels the need to peer into my windows to watch me naked or having sex, then I hope they enjoy the show. I’m not going to stop what i’m doing to shut my curtains… especially since it would be a chore to begin with to be able to see me through them.

No Bonus?

Okay fine, here… Bonus.