TMI Tuesday because my head hurts.

1. What do you feel is the difference between sexy and erotic?
Lots of things are sexy. Looks, clothing, cars, houses, food, hair, makeup, smells.. all can be sexy. Erotic is more… the feel of someones hands on you for the first time. A kiss on the back of the neck by your man as he hooks your necklace before you go out. Moving the hair out of their eyes while you are having a basic conversation about taking soda cans to the store. Offering to wash their back while you shower together. Shaving your man. Biting your mates thumb when it tries to trace your lips while making love to them because their touch is going to make you cum… all erotic. The small things that you do because you give a shit can be way more erotic than how much cleavage you might have when you go out..

2. Do you believe there is one right person (i.e. soul mate) for you out there in the world, or that there can be many different potential mates that you could live blissfully with?
I believe that there is lots of people for everyone, Lots of people that can make you blissfully happy but I believe there is only going to be one person that you will grow old with and have old people sex with and drive slowly down the road with.

3. Do you need to hear “I love you” or similar words on a regular basis from your partner?
I do not NEED to hear it on a regular basis. Hubby and I have several different things that we say to eachother instead of the overstated “I love you” bullshit. but Its really nice to know sometimes that “I love you” is just what he might need… it definately is something i might need sometimes.

4. What feeling do you have the most difficulty expressing?
Anger. I’f i’m angry, i tend to tell people that has nothing to do with my anger, but i don’t tell the people i should.

5. What is worse – physical, mental or cyber cheating?
Mental. Sex is just sex. And frankly talking about sex online with people is nothing special. But knowing that someone is with you in body and with them in mind is harder than i ever thought. And Trust me about it because I’ve gone thru it this last week.

Bonus (as in optional): The Kinsey scale attempts to describe a person’s sexual history or episodes of their sexual activity at a given time. It uses a scale from 0, meaning exclusively heterosexual, to 6, meaning exclusively homosexual. Where are you – TODAY – on the scale?
Probably a 3. I’ve been with a few girls and I LOVE it. But i will never give up cock. Omg! It’s soooo good. But so is pussy and breasts… i LOOOVE breasts.

Half Nekkid Thursdays make me happy!

Regardless of how often we have sex, Hubby still wants it every day. For the longest time I couldn’t. Or rather, wouldn’t. He’d be up half the night watching porn… reading stories and all that jazz. I don’t mind porn at all. I rather enjoy it most of the time actually but when I come to bed and ride your cock half the night and under 24 hours you’re acting like it’s been ages, then why bother. Honestly, it was weeks between sessions. And yes, i would sometimes do it myself during the day and then avoid his advances at night. I just didnt’ want to have sex. Not with him – not with anyone. So it wasn’t like i was hooking every other guy up i knew. Just nothing. And even when i did it myself, it wasn’t always that great. It happens, right? And it isn’t like sex with Hubby is bad. he knows exactly what to do to get me to wherever i need to be… But he’s very “foreplay” and i’m really not. I have never been the type of person that needs to get ready when they are already ready. I’m wet, i’m horny, fuck me please. Enuff said.

Still lots of drama going on around here. I have a blog that i keep getting ready to write, but i never get to writing it. Its been a hella busy week. I had an interview today… WOO! I am hoping hoping hoping. 24 – 32 hours a week. FOOLS opens this weekend so afterwards, he will be all mine again.

A little bit of conversation with Him this week… kinda laying low a little. It’s all good.

Okay, i’ve got to be up early tomorrow, so I should go to bed. Here – look at these while you wait for my next post…

And I have new jewelry...

And because I don’t think i’ve told you this is the 3rd time they’ve been pierced…

Piercing - Round ONE

and

Piercing - Round TWO

HAPPY HALF NAKED THURSDAY!!

TMI Tuesday makes me happy!

1. What is the strangest thing you have ever inserted or seen inserted (in a sexual manner) in person?
I didn’t watch, but knew a girl in school that would tell me all the things she did… She wanted to stay a “virgin” but still wanted to feel things inside her apparently. Her name was Jamie. Um.. toothbrushes, hairbrushes, toothpaste tubes, silverwear, lightbulbs, beer bottles, lotion tubes… She went on to finally have sex with a boy who was at least a foot shorter than her and apparently he fucked her belly button. She was a class act, lemme tell ya. For me… i’ll stick with proper things. Body parts, or simulated body parts.

2. Have you ever had sex with anyone whose name started with a J?
Yes. John. Jake. Jon, Jason (oral only).. but there’s that one that eluded me…His name starts with a J.

3. Have you ever been outside completely naked?
Yes. Plenty of times.

4. Do you prefer music, tv, or other noise in the background when you have sex?
other noise… air conditioner. And a pillow to muffle me and i’ll no longer worry about whether or not i’m heard…

5. Have you ever used ice for sexual purposes?
Yes. And it sort of sucks on the sensitive parts. But it definately does something to the senses. I’d like to try that with a blindfold and hot wax sometime. (that doesn’t mean you should get any ideas, King)

Bonus: Have you ever been propositioned for group sex?
Yes. By an above named person. And it’s definately not something i’m against, but i’m not going to go out of my way. Most of my sexual experiences are spur of the moment things. I have a hard time planning something out.

Make it Two.

Marking just the right spot.

Pinch... Poke..

All the way thru... AGAIN!

Both of them now.

Just a bad day or two…

I’m sitting in my van because my daughter came home from school and is on the big computer in the house and when she types it sounds like all she is doing is mashing the buttons down and its annoying the piss out of me.

I sent a txt to Him last night by accident. It was just a forward, nothing crazy. Well, he replied – again – with “you have to stop sending me txts. Don’t reply to this one either.” I hate that fucking message. He might as well sent me the “having sex with my girl” txt again. But at least this time i understood. And knew that it was only said because she was nearby. I can live with that.

There has been ONE fly circling my fucking head for about 3 hours. I swear its following me. I’m going to have a breakdown. Omfg.

And there is a bee in my van. Great.

I actually contemplated today what it’d be like to drive into a tree. I even at one point turned the wheel of my van toward a tree – a dead one because why hurt a perfectly good tree… Don’t get all freaked out. I wouldn’t actually do it. I just wondered what it would be like to have that tree in my sights and see it coming at me at 75 miles per hour. But no matter what, I’d never do that to my babies. They’ll never lose me to my own stupidity. I promise them that. They need me and I need them.

One of the brightest parts of the last couple of days was my friend from Australia (not Perth, but Syndey) calling me yesterday afternoon… And then I called him back last night and we talked for about 75 minutes. It was nice to finally get to chat properly with him. He’s so great. Makes me laugh and smile. I’m glad i talked to him.

Here. look at these… after this depressing blog you’ll need something to brighten your day…

Taken Yesterday... Next weeks pictures will have 2 rings.